A Poem: Coming of Age?

“Coming of Age?”

Hold on to trying 

Another thought fades

Inside my own head

Rearranged I see

Confusion up ahead

I’ll try to stare for a while

If nothing ever comes

I’ll hold the line and smile

I couldn’t say I cared

But oh, sometimes I do

Flip it up and turn around 

Is it time for you 

Clearness isn’t clearance

Though sometimes it trys

And when I feel that feeling

The burning grows concern

I never want to grow up

I never want to see

How can it be better 

Oh please help me see

A Poem: Question in the Mind

Question in the Mind

In the room in a dream?

Living the new reality

My feet are falling my eyes arise

I walk its quiet all the time

Lips are moving my eyes bleed

Clouds are dancing on the breeze

Do you hear it can you listen?

Another broken man has fallen

The ties that bind around you neck

You are a slave do not misstep

Walk in a pair walk with a guide

See fake detours for devils pride

Getting louder fall within

Beg for strength, rise again

The words aren’t yours just left on loan

Will you repay? reap what you sew

Another man smiles today

Holding true he has his pay

Ever question ever earn?

A steep reward for whats absurd