Wanting To Sleep

Tired and weak I hold my head up

Feeling like the grains of sand

Blown so easily by the wind 

Thrown about thrown aside 

Weak and feeling unimportant

Lost in the masses 

Like all the others 

As if I were not unique

Up my eyes stare and I hear the wind calling

I hear the sky calling

I hear my god calling

I want to fade

I want to be unimportant

I want to sleep forever

Where is my time? 

It is passed?

Okay just let me go

As my eyelids slowly slide back down

I feel the pull

I feel the need

With the tide I am taken to sea

And I am taken to see

I travel far and wide

Inside my mind 

Outside the world

I am carried in my weakness

Put on a page

Put in a mind

Trying to help the helper

I am a grain sand

I am a building block

I am a nobody

But with the others I can become more

I can triumph

I can overcome

With the guidance of my lord

I find peace 

I find place

I find home

I find love

And the call of slumber fades

And the energy from the father invigorates

And I rise

And I become

And I journey towards home again